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Rant VIII: The Reckoning
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GasBandit
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And fat-free ice cream to go with it?
Damn, Mace, calm down... we'll get you some regular.
I'm at a point now where I realized I've given up. I don't think I'll ever be successful at anything enough to afford my place. I'm absolutely sure that I'm going to remain single the rest of my life. I've pushed away more people than I have reached out or confided in, so I'm living an incredibly lonely, isolated life where I really have no one to talk to anymore.
And really, what's the point? There's no bright light at the end of the tunnel for me. What's the point of having hope? Why bother? I'm a 36 year old loser working a crap minimum wage job, living with his parents, and spending all his free time at home by himself because I have nowhere to go, no one to see, nothing to do. Yeah, I'm almost done my second novel, but whoop-dee-doo. The only people that know about it are family and friends (online and offline friends.) It's pretty clear it's not going to be some kind of success, either.
I don't have any marketable skills and I'm just a mindless, faceless peon that no one gives a shit about. And why should they? I honestly hate the person I've become. I'm bitter, negative, critical of everything I see, and self-centred because I don't know what to talk about with other people. I don't feel I relate with anyone anymore and I feel so goddamn unloved by even my parents that I'm honestly and truly surprised I don't have suicidal thoughts or plans running through my head.
And really, what's the point? There's no bright light at the end of the tunnel for me. What's the point of having hope? Why bother? I'm a 36 year old loser working a crap minimum wage job, living with his parents, and spending all his free time at home by himself because I have nowhere to go, no one to see, nothing to do. Yeah, I'm almost done my second novel, but whoop-dee-doo. The only people that know about it are family and friends (online and offline friends.) It's pretty clear it's not going to be some kind of success, either.
I don't have any marketable skills and I'm just a mindless, faceless peon that no one gives a shit about. And why should they? I honestly hate the person I've become. I'm bitter, negative, critical of everything I see, and self-centred because I don't know what to talk about with other people. I don't feel I relate with anyone anymore and I feel so goddamn unloved by even my parents that I'm honestly and truly surprised I don't have suicidal thoughts or plans running through my head.
Finish your book.
I wonder if they don't think that being a little abrasive won't "encourage" you to get yourself back on your feet a little sooner.
--Patrick
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GasBandit is clearly the king of gif reactions.
Also, I've spent a combined $90 on application fees ever since my original apartment was infested with cockroaches. I would feel so much more comfortable having a place to put my stuff when I arrive in LA instead of crashing on a friend's couch.
Also, I've spent a combined $90 on application fees ever since my original apartment was infested with cockroaches. I would feel so much more comfortable having a place to put my stuff when I arrive in LA instead of crashing on a friend's couch.
Thanks!
I just panicked as soon as I saw my mishap.
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HA! *yoink* as GasBandit would say.
But she's not and that's good in a terrifying way. Keep us posted.
I wish I could convey just how much of the same boat I am in as you. Same age, living with my parents as well, having the same feelings about my future, stuck broke at home, feeling the same way about the bitter person I've become. I know my parents do love me, but I feel like they just don't understand what I'm going through, especially my dad. I'm not suicidal either, but I will admit that I'm kind of disappointed when I wake up the morning. And that's if I sleep well at all.
Okay.
So, they think this was caused by her birth control. She switched last week and she has always had trouble with hormonal birth control. This coupled with our family history led to badness.
She should be okay but she has to stay in hospital for a week. Luckily, her baby has started eating solids and can take formula now.
She has to take blood thinners for six months as well.
I'm glad she is okay but daaaamn.
So, they think this was caused by her birth control. She switched last week and she has always had trouble with hormonal birth control. This coupled with our family history led to badness.
She should be okay but she has to stay in hospital for a week. Luckily, her baby has started eating solids and can take formula now.
She has to take blood thinners for six months as well.
I'm glad she is okay but daaaamn.
Glad she's going to be ok.
I've heard that hormonal BC can cause weird clotting issues, but daaaaaaang scary.
--Patrick
I think my extended warrantee just expired on my car yesterday, and today my sunroof broke.
So my ex-girlfriend became screaming mad at me today. I "ruined her fucking life."
I know emotional and probably she doesn't mean it, but damn it hurts.
I know emotional and probably she doesn't mean it, but damn it hurts.
You get used to hearing that after a while
(But sorry to hear that, it's easier to blame someone else for your own troubles)
They don't pay for the anti-drama insurance from Progressive.
She is not even a dramatic person, this just exploded... When we were together, our arguments were emotional, but typically there was no yelling or name-calling, and no spurious accusations of ruining lives...